Water, yeah. Water always helps. Have I ever told you about my seven days in space, in shuttle, with no water? That wasn't pleaseant. I was sure I'd die. And that, back then made me almost remember - before. Before all that. Almost dying. It had to be ALMOST. Because I'm here. So I know there are things I've hallucinated. Before. Not that, but before. During the battle. I know I didn't die in that battle, but the only reason I know that, is because I'm alive. It's just - strange. That I'm alive. But, don't misunderstand. I want to be.
No, but I did not think humans could survive more than three or four days without water? It is odd, though I do imagine it would cause hallucinations if you did survive.
That's Beelzebub's domain? Tese aren't all like each other.
I didn't think so, either. I was dying, I've barely survived.
'He barely lived so many times, I'm half waiting for him to bust out now' is something my friends might write on my grave a decade from now, come to think of it.
I had some water now. Man, I love water. I might be sober soon. Good. WHY did I get drunk? Irresponsible of me.
They fit well when you consider the nature of war.
I suspect understanding that you nearly died and have memories you do not understand is a legitimate reason for getting too drunk. I understand the desire for stress drinking.
[now that's strange, but it's not as if he disbelieves, really. Isn't that just more magic and mystical things? It's a longer while till he writes back]
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the_rebel_son) wrote2020-04-11 08:48 am
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Are you saying you see a second life when you are drunk or high?
Have you been brainwashed or something?
[Look, Lucifer is suspicious of being messed with, he's suspicious of everything.]
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Have I what? I'm not sure I can read this. Words are suddenly blurry. Can you write less blurry?
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You need some water and food to help with the booze.
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Drinking.
I had no idea.
Water, yeah. Water always helps. Have I ever told you about my seven days in space, in shuttle, with no water? That wasn't pleaseant. I was sure I'd die. And that, back then made me almost remember - before. Before all that. Almost dying. It had to be ALMOST. Because I'm here. So I know there are things I've hallucinated. Before. Not that, but before. During the battle. I know I didn't die in that battle, but the only reason I know that, is because I'm alive. It's just - strange. That I'm alive. But, don't misunderstand. I want to be.
I think I'm drunk. I'll have some water, wait.
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No, but I did not think humans could survive more than three or four days without water? It is odd, though I do imagine it would cause hallucinations if you did survive.
I will wait.
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I didn't think so, either. I was dying, I've barely survived.
'He barely lived so many times, I'm half waiting for him to bust out now' is something my friends might write on my grave a decade from now, come to think of it.
I had some water now. Man, I love water. I might be sober soon. Good. WHY did I get drunk? Irresponsible of me.
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I suspect understanding that you nearly died and have memories you do not understand is a legitimate reason for getting too drunk. I understand the desire for stress drinking.
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And. I dreamt once, something, that when I woke up, I was surprised that I'm myself, and that I'm alive. As if it was either or.
I think, if I remembered that dream, I'd understand everything. So I want to remember, someday.
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I'll think about it.
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