somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (That she's the flowers; the wind)

he says, as he barely can, he's drunk.

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-05-11 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

I think I drank too much of Coran's drunks. Drinks. He's a space elf uncle. No, I'm uncle. So Coran's a. Granduncle. I guess. I remember things that never happened to me. And they're more vivid than things I remember of old. Funny.

Anyway. Good talk, see you later.


[but he's not adverse to continuing]

somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (With love so captive)

:D

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-05-15 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
nn

no

I remember my life, as I always did

wait, did you say your brother is responsible for drinking

I remember my life as always. its just that i also remember something else. recent so no past life. that just doesnt quite make sense with my life and i dont REAAAALLLLYYY remember it when im in right sssstattteeeeee of mmmind which im not now i think as typin s difficult

like im pretty sure i couldnt have lost my flesh arm twice. stuff like that. so. some set of memroies

memories

lies

and im pretty sure it must be new set coz

coz old set is what my team remembers 'bout me, too, and what s documented and it's all true stuff at least its true about shiro

unless im not shiro

snd i am, enough to look in the mirror and at my old memries to see so

see?? drunk memories must be rong.

wrong. Just hallucinations.

somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (so solely captive)

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-05-29 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Had no idea Dionysus or whoever was your brother.

Have I what? I'm not sure I can read this. Words are suddenly blurry. Can you write less blurry?

somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (I'm sure he's king without a doubt)

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-05-30 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
Beelzebub takes care of drunking, too?

Drinking.

I had no idea.

Water, yeah. Water always helps. Have I ever told you about my seven days in space, in shuttle, with no water? That wasn't pleaseant. I was sure I'd die. And that, back then made me almost remember - before. Before all that. Almost dying. It had to be ALMOST. Because I'm here. So I know there are things I've hallucinated. Before. Not that, but before. During the battle. I know I didn't die in that battle, but the only reason I know that, is because I'm alive. It's just - strange. That I'm alive. But, don't misunderstand. I want to be.

I think I'm drunk. I'll have some water, wait.
Edited 2020-05-30 09:38 (UTC)
somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (Now I watch closely)

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-06-02 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
That's Beelzebub's domain? Tese aren't all like each other.

I didn't think so, either. I was dying, I've barely survived.

'He barely lived so many times, I'm half waiting for him to bust out now' is something my friends might write on my grave a decade from now, come to think of it.

I had some water now. Man, I love water. I might be sober soon. Good. WHY did I get drunk? Irresponsible of me.
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[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-06-07 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
That makes sense.

And. I dreamt once, something, that when I woke up, I was surprised that I'm myself, and that I'm alive. As if it was either or.

I think, if I remembered that dream, I'd understand everything. So I want to remember, someday.
somekindofspaceuncle: (Almaz (Randy Crawford)) (and I watch wholely)

[personal profile] somekindofspaceuncle 2020-06-08 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[now that's strange, but it's not as if he disbelieves, really. Isn't that just more magic and mystical things? It's a longer while till he writes back]


I'll think about it.