I think I drank too much of Coran's drunks. Drinks. He's a space elf uncle. No, I'm uncle. So Coran's a. Granduncle. I guess. I remember things that never happened to me. And they're more vivid than things I remember of old. Funny.
wait, did you say your brother is responsible for drinking
I remember my life as always. its just that i also remember something else. recent so no past life. that just doesnt quite make sense with my life and i dont REAAAALLLLYYY remember it when im in right sssstattteeeeee of mmmind which im not now i think as typin s difficult
like im pretty sure i couldnt have lost my flesh arm twice. stuff like that. so. some set of memroies
memories
lies
and im pretty sure it must be new set coz
coz old set is what my team remembers 'bout me, too, and what s documented and it's all true stuff at least its true about shiro
unless im not shiro
snd i am, enough to look in the mirror and at my old memries to see so
Water, yeah. Water always helps. Have I ever told you about my seven days in space, in shuttle, with no water? That wasn't pleaseant. I was sure I'd die. And that, back then made me almost remember - before. Before all that. Almost dying. It had to be ALMOST. Because I'm here. So I know there are things I've hallucinated. Before. Not that, but before. During the battle. I know I didn't die in that battle, but the only reason I know that, is because I'm alive. It's just - strange. That I'm alive. But, don't misunderstand. I want to be.
No, but I did not think humans could survive more than three or four days without water? It is odd, though I do imagine it would cause hallucinations if you did survive.
That's Beelzebub's domain? Tese aren't all like each other.
I didn't think so, either. I was dying, I've barely survived.
'He barely lived so many times, I'm half waiting for him to bust out now' is something my friends might write on my grave a decade from now, come to think of it.
I had some water now. Man, I love water. I might be sober soon. Good. WHY did I get drunk? Irresponsible of me.
They fit well when you consider the nature of war.
I suspect understanding that you nearly died and have memories you do not understand is a legitimate reason for getting too drunk. I understand the desire for stress drinking.
[now that's strange, but it's not as if he disbelieves, really. Isn't that just more magic and mystical things? It's a longer while till he writes back]
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he says, as he barely can, he's drunk.
Date: 2020-05-11 07:56 am (UTC)I think I drank too much of Coran's drunks. Drinks. He's a space elf uncle. No, I'm uncle. So Coran's a. Granduncle. I guess. I remember things that never happened to me. And they're more vivid than things I remember of old. Funny.
Anyway. Good talk, see you later.
[but he's not adverse to continuing]
Lucifer is used to understanding drunk angels. This is old hat, XD
Date: 2020-05-14 05:56 pm (UTC):D
Date: 2020-05-15 03:07 pm (UTC)no
I remember my life, as I always did
wait, did you say your brother is responsible for drinking
I remember my life as always. its just that i also remember something else. recent so no past life. that just doesnt quite make sense with my life and i dont REAAAALLLLYYY remember it when im in right sssstattteeeeee of mmmind which im not now i think as typin s difficult
like im pretty sure i couldnt have lost my flesh arm twice. stuff like that. so. some set of memroies
memories
lies
and im pretty sure it must be new set coz
coz old set is what my team remembers 'bout me, too, and what s documented and it's all true stuff at least its true about shiro
unless im not shiro
snd i am, enough to look in the mirror and at my old memries to see so
see?? drunk memories must be rong.
wrong. Just hallucinations.
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Date: 2020-05-28 01:19 pm (UTC)Are you saying you see a second life when you are drunk or high?
Have you been brainwashed or something?
[Look, Lucifer is suspicious of being messed with, he's suspicious of everything.]
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Date: 2020-05-29 03:57 pm (UTC)Have I what? I'm not sure I can read this. Words are suddenly blurry. Can you write less blurry?
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Date: 2020-05-30 03:29 am (UTC)You need some water and food to help with the booze.
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Date: 2020-05-30 09:37 am (UTC)Drinking.
I had no idea.
Water, yeah. Water always helps. Have I ever told you about my seven days in space, in shuttle, with no water? That wasn't pleaseant. I was sure I'd die. And that, back then made me almost remember - before. Before all that. Almost dying. It had to be ALMOST. Because I'm here. So I know there are things I've hallucinated. Before. Not that, but before. During the battle. I know I didn't die in that battle, but the only reason I know that, is because I'm alive. It's just - strange. That I'm alive. But, don't misunderstand. I want to be.
I think I'm drunk. I'll have some water, wait.
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Date: 2020-06-01 12:28 am (UTC)No, but I did not think humans could survive more than three or four days without water? It is odd, though I do imagine it would cause hallucinations if you did survive.
I will wait.
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Date: 2020-06-02 03:59 am (UTC)I didn't think so, either. I was dying, I've barely survived.
'He barely lived so many times, I'm half waiting for him to bust out now' is something my friends might write on my grave a decade from now, come to think of it.
I had some water now. Man, I love water. I might be sober soon. Good. WHY did I get drunk? Irresponsible of me.
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Date: 2020-06-07 09:40 am (UTC)I suspect understanding that you nearly died and have memories you do not understand is a legitimate reason for getting too drunk. I understand the desire for stress drinking.
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Date: 2020-06-07 09:45 am (UTC)And. I dreamt once, something, that when I woke up, I was surprised that I'm myself, and that I'm alive. As if it was either or.
I think, if I remembered that dream, I'd understand everything. So I want to remember, someday.
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Date: 2020-06-08 01:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-06-08 09:43 pm (UTC)I'll think about it.
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Date: 2020-06-09 12:38 am (UTC)